Blessed me

I love my wife!



The other day, I talked to Wijaya and shared my depression. Well, he listened well and I really felt uplifted.

One thing he mentioned that I need to take some time off and really leave my routines, even to take some time off alone just by myself.



I discussed this with my wife and told her that I need my space and time. She really upset, because she thinks that I don't love her enough and that she's the one that causes me to depress.



I told her that I just need my relax time without being interupted. My relaxation is really simple. I just need to play with my games. I am blessed that my big brother left his Sony PSP to me. I just upgraded it so I can play straight from memory card.



I spent hours playing games, just to take my mind off from routines. Like last Saturday, while I was waiting for my wife, I played Pirates! on my PSP for 3 hours. (I really love PSP battery that can last longer than 3 hours). I felt a little bit refreshed after that.



I felt I'm ready for anything. So I asked my wife so that we can read more Bible. I can't take any chances while I was sharp but to read Bible.

We started this reading, one year Bible reading, so that we be able read from cover to cover.



We really love it. But of course the devil could not stand still. We face many obstacles, like tired, good movies on TV, etc. With the strenght given by God, we still catch up with the schedule.



I am blessed! I have beautiful wife, good home, good job, good friends, my brother's PSP and PS2. I am now planning to buy a little apartment just on the border of West Jakarta.

I love the place there. Hope this is the right decision.



Help me Jesus, so that I can have the wisdom to discern which is Your will and which isn't.